All my dreams pass before my eyes...

Like Dust in the Wind

I close my eyes

only for a moment then the moment's gone

all my dreams pass before my eyes

within my eyes, while lurks outside

a life which i'm not full enough to live

all we do crumbles to the ground though we refuse to see

dust in the wind...

all we are is dust in the wind

Bueaty reigns within our minds

controls our brains

leaves us no time

to create just who we are

within within within

inside

i believed long ago in who i was

but time constorted tells me so

that long ago was yesterday

time is such a fickle thing

but time is life and life is timed

Nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky

it slips away

what you once thought you knew and know now

fickle is and soon is gone

for...

Dust in the wind...

all we are is dust in the wind

everything is dust in the wind

but why then do we suffer in life to make ourselves worthwhile

when everything is only...

Dust in the wind?

Currently Listening Dust in the Wind By Kansas see related

Heroes is amazing and xanga is worthless.

that is all.

hearts,

Liz

More of the Heroes cast...

 Ando Masahashi (Hiro's friend... no superpowers)

Eden McCain (Mohinder's friend... working for Claire's dad)  Brody Mitchum ('the quarterback'... tried to rape Claire, got his memory erased)    Claire's Dad (I have no clue what his name is - the imdb.com cast list said "Horned Rim Glasses" and i was like wtf. lol.)

Oh my god. OH MY FREAKING GOD OH JEEZ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH. this is what i get for doing too much research. DON'T GO TO THE IMDB.COM CAST LIST.   because now guess what... I KNOW WHO SYLAR IS. that is all. <3

by growing up i feel so immature

life = backwards

life = contrasting elements that serve as points of comparison which are vital to making any one thing significant. however, this truth can backfire and make things that we thought were significant insignificant. Or, it can make things that we never noticed, or wanted to notice, blow up in our faces.

I'm enduring the latter situation.

<3

kind of

Now for an analysis of the [super cool] show - HEROES

first of all... who's who?!

	Masi Oka Role: Hiro Nakamura Can bend space and time
More Photos	Sendhil Ramamurthy Role: Mohinder Suresh No powers...?
	Tawny Cypress Role: Simone Deveraux No powers...?
More Photos	Santiago Cabrera Role: Isaac Mendez Paints the future (when high)
More Photos	Milo Ventimiglia Role: Peter Petrelli Can fly; Can paint the future without Heroine
	Leonard Roberts Role: D.L. Hawkins Can appear and dissapear/ can turn invisible/ can go through solid objects
	Adrian Pasdar Role: Nathan Petrelli Can fly; is govenor of New York City
More Photos	Ali Larter Role: Niki Sanders There are two of her?! All I know is she has super human strength
More Photos	Greg Grunberg Role: Matt Parkman can read minds
More Photos	Hayden Panettiere Role: Claire Bennet self-healing powers; indestructable
More Photos	Noah Gray-Cabey Role: Micah Sanders no super powers...?

Then there's also that girl Mohinder chillaxed with who is actually working for Claire's dad apparently... and there's also the black guy who erases people's memories, and then of course Claire's dad himself if pretty important. I can't decide if they're evil or good. God, and Mohinder's friend was wearing such a cute dress last episode... i like her.

*sigh*

who CAN we trust?!

personally I trust Isaac. shut up. he's hott<3

I. Don't. Care.

oooooooooooooooooooh snap.

i don't care.

about.

anything.

well wait. that's not really true.

i just don't care about what i think i should care about. so i can't decide if this is wrong.

here are some lovely lists to look at:

I DO CARE:

 - clothes

 - fashion

 - food

 - my body

 - making and keeping friends

 - having fun

 - staying healthy

 - visiting cool places and expanding my horizons

 - not wasting my life

I DON'T CARE:

 - School

 - homework

 - going to a good college

 - going to college at all

 - getting a great job

 - making tons of money

 - school

 - Mr. Gullette. He can just go DIE.

This kinda sucks. a lot.

GAAAH. What SHOULD i care about?! I mean it's weird because I feel like I'm spiraling down. I mean...

I don't do homework (like right now) ----> I watch TV and eat -----> i become lethargic ----> I feel fat and lazy ------> I become a slacker ------> I feel like a slacker ------> I hate myself -----> and then all the things i DO care about (how i look, being healthy, my body, not wasting my life) go down the drain.

So basically, i can't give up all the things i don't care about, because then i end up screwing up the things I do care about. it used to be SO EASY to do my homework but now i just SUCK AT LIFE.

i think i need a psychiatrist.

I AM NOT A PSYCHO.

GOD DAMN IT.

maybe i'll just get a Spanish tutor instead.

love,

liz